juliepandora: Blue Faerie (Default)
2013-01-14 01:10 pm

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Each day I think he can't stoop any lower, he does.
It might make things harder for now, but I expect it will get easier fast once he stops shocking me. (if that's possible)

He's still legally married for crying out loud! And he's already announcing his new relationship publicly!? Wow!

Way to make me regret agreeing to help you out! The lack of "please" and "thank you" were already enough to take in.... now this slap in the face when you promised you would be discreet!? There's another word for you to learn!!!
juliepandora: Blue Faerie (Default)
2013-01-04 04:37 pm

Crystal Ball - P!nk


Drinking wine and thinking bliss, is on the other side of this
I just need a compass and a willing accomplice
All my doubts that fill my head cascading up and down again
Up and down and round again, down and up and down again.

Oh, I've had my chances and I've taken them all.
Just to end up right back here on the floor.
To end up right back here in on the floor.
juliepandora: Blue Faerie (Default)
2012-12-26 03:36 pm

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Who Knew - Pink

You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, that's right

I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yeah huh, that's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
'Cause they're all wrong

I know better
'Cause you said forever
And ever, who knew?

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no, no no

I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong

But they knew better
Still you said forever and ever
Who knew? Yeah yeah

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we, until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened?

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
'Cause they're all wrong

And that last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember

But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling, who knew?

My darling
My darling, who knew?
My darling I miss you
My darling, who knew?

Who knew?
juliepandora: Blue Faerie (Default)
2012-12-23 01:07 am

So What - Pink

So What - Pink

Na na na na na na na na na na na na [x2]
I guess I just lost my husband,
I don't know where he went,
So I'm gonna drink my money,
I'm not gonna pay his rent,
I got a brand new attitude and
I'm gonna wear it tonight,

I wanna get in trouble,
I wanna start a fight,
na na na na na na na I wanna start a fight,
na na na na na na na I wanna start a fight.

[Chorus:]
So, so what
I'm still a rock star,
I got my rock moves,
And I don't need you,
And guess what,
I'm having more fun,
And now that we’re done,
I'm gonna show you tonight,
I'm alright,
I'm just fine,
And you're a tool,
So, so what,
I am a rock star,
I got my rock moves,
And I don't want you tonight.


(Uh check my flow, aw)
The waiter just took my table,
And gave it to Jessica Simps (shit!),
I guess I'll go sit with drum boy,
At least he'll know how to hit,
What if this song's on the radio,
then somebody's gonna die,
I'm gonna get in trouble,
My ex will start a fight,
na na na na na na na he's gonna start a fight,
na na na na na na na we're all gonna get in a fight!

[Chorus]

You weren't there,
You never were,
You want it all,
But that's not fair,
I gave you life,
I gave my all,
You weren't there,
You let me fall.


[Chorus]

No, no, no, no
I don't want you tonight,
You weren't there,
I'm gonna show you tonight,
I'm alright,
And you're a tool,
And you're a tool,
So, so what,
I am a rock star,
I got my rock moves,
And I don't want you tonight!
juliepandora: Blue Faerie (Default)
2012-12-23 12:59 am

This Is How It Goes Down - Pink

This Is How It Goes Down - Pink

I hear my name
I hear the trash you're talking
In your sleep
The secrets that you're keeping
A chick, this smart
Did you really think that you could keep her in the dark?

Does she purr?
Does she make it hard?
Hard to speak
Does she dress the part?
I'm sure she'll take some getting used to
Darling, she won't ever be me

I felt the bite
Take a spit
Suck the poison out of me
I'll make you beg
Make you come
To your senses
If you keep up the shit
Take the hit
Dig the grave
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes now

Gonna run
Gonna scream
Gonna crawl round on your knees
When you realize that no one's gonna measure up to me
It doesn't matter cause I'm over it now
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes now

I'm gonna rage
Stay out really late
I'm gonna hang with all my friends you hate
I may try that threesome
Better late than never and
Better without you

This is your future as I see it
You will be homeless, poor, and broken
She will have left you when she finds out who you are

You're nothing but an extra, and baby I'm the star


I felt the bite
Take a spit
Suck the poison out of me
I'll make you beg
Make you come
To your senses
If you keep up the shit
Take the hit
Dig the grave
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes now

Gonna run
Gonna scream
Gonna crawl round on your knees
When you realize that no one's gonna measure up to me
Doesn't matter cause I'm over it now
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes now


I suppose this is how the story goes, but
Ever since that door closed, I've been going (down, down, down, down)
The drain and the pain got me nauseous (down, down, down)
I should have been more cautious or clever
Whatever, you'll never find a dude with a better head game, and
You can take that both ways
You laughin’ like I'm playin’ wit your fingers up like oh ? (down, down, down, down)
Yes, you wouldn't have a threesome without me I pull a orgy (down, down, down)
And text you something incriminating pictures from my old days (old days)

I felt the bite
Take a spit
Suck the poison out of me
I'll make you beg
Make you come
To your senses
If you keep up the shit
Take the hit
Dig the grave
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes now

Gonna run
Gonna scream
Gonna crawl round on your knees
When you realize that no one's gonna measure up to me
Doesn't matter cause I'm over it now
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes now

Somebody done lied to you
Cause you're not such a big shot dude
Might wanna rethink it through
Coulda asked me, I woulda told you the truth

Somebody done lied you
Cause you're not such a big shot dude
Might wanna rethink it through
Shoulda asked me, I woulda told you the truth
juliepandora: Blue Faerie (Default)
2012-12-22 02:25 pm

Walk Away - Pink

Walk Away - Pink

I gave you three years of my life
You always said I'd be your wife
What happened to the days when
Life was simple (So Simple)
Everyone knows my name
I haven't changed, I'm the same girl
I was from the start
Everything's rearranged, you came
And changed it and gave me a broken heart
You don't wanna work it out, no
You wanna take the easy route


[Chorus]
You threw your hands up and walk away
When times get hard you always walk away
You get mad and say you're leavin'
Why is it so hard for you to talk to me?
When it's so easy for you to walk away


So here I am, driving down the street
Lookin' for a sign, when will I meet
The man of my dreams?
When will he come to me?
When will he come to me?
I'm sick of trying, I'm goin' home back
To PA where I come from
And you can stay here and spend your
Whole life running, But baby I'm
Gonna move on
You didn't wanna work it out, no
You wanna take the easy route

[Chorus]
You threw your hands up and walk away
When times get hard you always walk away
Well sorry baby but I'm leavin'
Why is it so hard for you to talk to me?
And now it's my turn, I'm gonna do the same

So there I go, I'm leavin' you alone
What will you do, now all your fears
Came true
You had my heart, you had my soul
You had it all- didn't you

'Cause I'm sick of tryin' I'm goin' home
Back to Philly where I come from
And you can stay here and spend your
Whole life running, but baby it's
Time to move on

You didn't wanna work it out, no
You just wanted the easy route


[Chorus(out)]
You threw your hands up and you walked away
When times got hard you always walked away
Well sorry baby but I'm leavin'
It was just too hard for you to talk to me
Now's my turn I'm gonna do the same
I'm gonna do the same
I'm gonna walk away
I'm gonna walk away
How does it feel baby?
I'm gonna walk away
juliepandora: Blue Faerie (Default)
2012-12-18 12:42 pm

(no subject)

My Step-Mother and Step-Sister shared a picture with one of those "motivational/inspiring" messages on facebook today. I usually don't pay much attention to those... but I wanted to share this one... and I felt that if I shared it on facebook, some people would get the wrong idea about my feelings (or maybe the correct idea!)

So I'm sharing it here (not the picture, just the message):

"When one loves, one doesn't forget
When one cares, one doesn't abandon
And when one wants, one doesn't give up!"
juliepandora: Blue Faerie (Default)
2012-12-07 12:08 am

(no subject)

People eventually show their true colours! And then you're left wondering how were they able to hide such ugliness for so long!
juliepandora: Blue Faerie (Default)
2012-01-09 11:10 pm

New Journal!

New Journal!

Don't know why!